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Post by lamudbug on Jun 17, 2013 18:02:52 GMT -5
In hospital in my teens. One of the three old guys in our room told me about his five acres and his now dead wife and his inability to take care of their property. "You don't own things; they own you!" He was right. I now worry about carrying my old Harleys home with me when I leave this hell and go home to the desert. Boats, cars, trucks; no matter. Guns I can torch and throw away. Those few old motorcycles, I intend to haunt after I die & until judgement day ride as a ghost on my old bikes... I refer to conversations with Michael J. Kouri "True Hauntings on California Highways" ISBN 1-892687-56-9 Mine is copy 443, autographed by a gifted psychic and not so gifted author who is a sincere & honest person. Who IMHO needs a ghostwriter.
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Post by coolplanet on Jun 17, 2013 20:57:26 GMT -5
In hospital in my teens. One of the three old guys in our room told me about his five acres and his now dead wife and his inability to take care of their property. "You don't own things; they own you!"He was right.I now worry about carrying my old Harleys home with me when I leave this hell and go home to the desert. Boats, cars, trucks; no matter. Guns I can torch and throw away.Those few old motorcycles, I intend to haunt after I die & until judgement day ride as a ghost on my old bikes... I refer to conversations with Michael J. Kouri "True Hauntings on California Highways"ISBN 1-892687-56-9 Mine is copy 443, autographed by a gifted psychic and not so gifted author who is a sincere & honest person. Who IMHO needs a ghostwriter. I want to live in a wigwam! & I'll call it my teepee party..... The only author I know wrote Queer Blood - winner of the 1992 Benjamin Franklin Book Award (oldest book award in America). I wrote Alan Cantwell Jr MD a letter praising his book and we've been friends ever since. It's about how the Nixon administration openly funded the development of an immune-crippling virus for population control. I particularly like the last sentence of his book: "Where is God?"
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Post by lamudbug on Jun 18, 2013 17:29:53 GMT -5
I got a book. from a Tuskegee Airman BEACHES, BLOOD, AND BALLOTS by Gilbert R. Mason /James Patterson . By my friend who opened Biloxi beaches up to all peoples. He gave me that book, co-signed by his co-author in 2000. They both shook my hand and thanked me for my efforts and contributions to get an honest vote count in Florida 2000. It was a very nice christmas present to me.
I am proud to have known them.
That book is one of my most treasured possessions.
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Post by lamudbug on Jun 18, 2013 21:32:48 GMT -5
The neighbor's kid picked up one of the wild kittens. It tore him up.
I told him, ((while his dad stood there) as he shook blood off his hand.... "You got to understand those cats are wild and only I can touch them.
By their own choice. They only trust me. Don't no other human lay hands on them without severe injury as one showed that kid.
I think his dad is beginning to understand me. edit: the kittens were playing with a cottonmouth/water moccasin, before my neighbors came up on the porch. They do that: "look daddy what I outfought" As they put moles, snakes, rats, squirrels, fish, and little gators on my porch.
Got cats in your yard? You don't got anything dangerous, or they would kill it and lay it in front of you. So proud they outfought it.
Good babys cat
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Post by lamudbug on Aug 22, 2013 13:43:10 GMT -5
I do not want to irritate you youngsters I just get so tired of videos instead of comments.
Don't none of you got nothing to say for yourselves? Have videos taken place of thought?
Do you just believe anything because some geek made a video, instead of checking for yourselves... to determine: "What is the reality of this?"
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Post by coolplanet on Aug 23, 2013 0:45:14 GMT -5
I do not want to irritate you youngsters I just get so tired of videos instead of comments. Don't none of you got nothing to say for yourselves? Have videos taken place of thought? Do you just believe anything because some geek made a video, instead of checking for yourselves... to determine: "What is the reality of this?"You can call me a youngster if I can call you an old fart, okay? All I can say is that, if you want old fashioned news, buy a newspaper. We here on the new-flanged internet like our variety, thank you.
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Post by lamudbug on Oct 27, 2013 23:47:22 GMT -5
Last night, about 9pm
six shots fired... I was trying to sleep and heard from inside my house. Getting dressed... Security cam showed neighbors who have robbed me, in the past running back across the street to their house. I went out back and sat in the dark. Next door neighbor came over to say they heard the shots.
Asked me: "Should we call the cops?"
I replied: "Do we need cops an hour from now?"...
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Post by lamudbug on Nov 9, 2013 15:07:44 GMT -5
Here I am trying to leave this southern gulf coast hell and go back west to care for my dying mom. Thug screaming over my fence told me: "Next time you go out yo fence we gonna Reginald Denny you," Meaning children gonna run in front of my truck and force me to stop so the adults/teens can drag me out and beat me to death.
;Me: Don't anyone else understand who the true racists are?
They walk down the street and see my neighbor, a convicted felon, registered sex offender, who raped his own daughter, and they call him "brother" because of his skin color. They look at me with hate, cause I am light enough to pass for white.
Alll these racists see is skin color.
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Post by coolplanet on Nov 9, 2013 18:52:31 GMT -5
Here I am trying to leave this southern gulf coast hell and go back west to care for my dying mom. Thug screaming over my fence told me: "Next time you go out yo fence we gonna Reginald Denny you,"Meaning children gonna run in front of my truck and force me to stop so the adults/teens can drag me out and beat me to death. ;Me: Don't anyone else understand who the true racists are?They walk down the street and see my neighbor, a convicted felon, registered sex offender, who raped his own daughter, and they call him "brother" because of his skin color. They look at me with hate, cause I am light enough to pass for white. Alll these racists see is skin color. We are all the human racists. Just look at the last 6000 years of history. Every race feels superior and are very happy to kill other people to somehow prove it. It's a big ego problem. Aboriginal peoples don't seem to have this disease, at least as much. Great luck caring for your mom! It is the noblest thing a person can do.
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Post by lamudbug on Dec 22, 2013 13:38:02 GMT -5
... We are all the human racists. Just look at the last 6000 years of history. Every race feels superior and are very happy to kill other people to somehow prove it. It's a big ego problem. Aboriginal peoples don't seem to have this disease, at least as much. ... Aborigional means: "native to the area" Tribes in north america each call themselves some variation of "the people" and consider their tribe superior to all others. ... Am personally, offended at people, who form opinions based solely on skin color.Twas suggested to me by a friend and neighbor (an immigrant from Ruanda. A Hutu) That I cite... Ethnic groups, who have done genocide for centuries: www.cnn.com/EVENTS/1996/year.in.review/topten/hutu/history.htmlwww.nytimes.com/2013/12/22/world/africa/political-strife-in-south-sudan-sets-off-ethnic-violence.html?ref=todayspaper&_r=0Kinda a Hatfields and McCoys to us outsiders, but my Hutu friend says they can recognize members of the various tribes at a glance.
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Post by lamudbug on Jan 4, 2014 22:16:42 GMT -5
Saw & heard: Shots @ 1716, six shots. Sounded like the S&W stolen from me on feb 17th. People boiled out of that house and drove off in all directions. Like hornets leaving a nest struck with a stick.
One car came back. The son of the registered sex offender across the street, with three buds. They got out with a blue tarp and went in the house. Came out with a tarp wrapped body IMHO, and loaded it into the trunk. Drove off. "Do I call the Mobile PD, or just ignore it like the neighbors who certainly heard the shots did.? I watched as they returned about 40minutes later and drove past the house. Sat for almost an hour, down the street, and waited for cops to arrive.
True to form, no Mobile cops arrived, and they then went home to clean up the blood and such.
Moved out a couple days later.
Only cop I talked to asked me for video.
How did he know I videotape my security cams?
My drug thug neighbor bragged: (in the recent past) "Any thing he turns over to the cops will be destroyed or made unusable."
That's why nobody will give evidence to a corrupt pd. Nor will I..... I don't recall.... Maybe it was just a dream.
edit, for the watchers: From Shogun: "...even the most cunning and clever people would frequently see only what they wanted to see, and would rarely look beyond the thinnest of facades, or they would ignore reality , dismissing it as the facade...."
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Post by swmudbug on Feb 24, 2014 22:54:57 GMT -5
am same person: lamudbug. unable to sign in as self, so posting to ask mod or admin to email me a link to edit old lamudbug and e liminate swmudbug acct or however they choose. Am glad to have gotten here timely to enjoy company of and care of my mom. Still fighting winslop 8 to regain control of 'puter
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Post by coolplanet on Feb 27, 2014 2:01:19 GMT -5
am same person: lamudbug. unable to sign in as self, so posting to ask mod or admin to email me a link to edit old lamudbug and e liminate swmudbug acct or however they choose. Am glad to have gotten here timely to enjoy company of and care of my mom. Still fighting winslop 8 to regain control of 'puter Nice to see you back Lamudbug! I applaud you for taking care of your mom. Most Americans couldn't be bothered. Good luck reaching the mods. Vierotchka and VforVendetta haven't checked in since last July as far as I can see. I come here almost every day because I still miss my Current comrades very much and it's an easy site to post stuff. I've found a new home at Grist.org and have just started my own site at ProBoards - Coolplanet: coolplanet.freeforums.netCheck it out and post some stuff! I hope it is inspirational.
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Post by samemudbug on May 7, 2014 19:42:40 GMT -5
Mom died last Feb. I got to spend her last times with her, and for that I am grateful.
Here, in the desert, my halting inadequate espanol gets me respect for trying.
Fixing up the house and planning to die here. Major repairs and major expenses.
Never could get back to coolplanet's forum. Too many hoops/ no chance to get past them all.
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Post by samemudbug on May 9, 2014 11:29:20 GMT -5
brother will not give me an e-mail addy so it's here for all to see mom gave each grandchild thousands to buy a car. my daughter never cashed the check. another asked her for s couple more thousand, cause a free car must be what he wanted or nothing.
same kid (mom said) would walk in the room, take the tv remote and change the channel off what she was watching to whatever he pleased. That IS elder abuse. Same way he has treated me. He did it because he could get away with it. local cops say it's psychopath.
He stayed with me and moved stuff around whilst I slept...or showered. I saw that movie where the man tried to convince his wife she was crazy.
Psychopaths are often charming and manipulative. I knew Joe c Smith, death row AZ, dated his sister, went rockhounding with him and his dad. know psychopaths. my brother believes his son's lies; and is fooled and doubts my honesty.
advice annyone?
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Post by thedirtman on May 9, 2014 22:51:49 GMT -5
brother will not give me an e-mail addy so it's here for all to see mom gave each grandchild thousands to buy a car. my daughter never cashed the check. another asked her for s couple more thousand, cause a free car must be what he wanted or nothing. same kid (mom said) would walk in the room, take the tv remote and change the channel off what she was watching to whatever he pleased. That IS elder abuse. Same way he has treated me. He did it because he could get away with it. local cops say it's psychopath. He stayed with me and moved stuff around whilst I slept. I saw that movie where the man tried to convince his wife she was crazy. Psychopaths are often charming and manipulative. I knew Joe c Smith, death row AZ, dated his sister, went rockhounding with him and his dad. know psychopaths. My nephew is a psychopath. my brother believes his lies and is fooled and doubts my honesty. advice annyone? Nephew must be a menace to the soul. I suspect brother made his choice. Is there anything you can do for you and mom to see him less? I'm not particularly good with advice, but psychopaths darken the soul. The less your life overlaps with his the better.
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Post by samemudbug on May 11, 2014 7:07:54 GMT -5
Death of mom tore my life purpose from me. Had abandoned everything to come take care of her. Then got asked to help the kid out. At first I welcomed the company. Then things got strange. Mornings, pictures had shifted on the walls, one even would be laying on the floor several feet from where it sat securely on a shelf. I eat mostly raw veggies, but welcomed cooked low fat meats. Gradually got to feeling like I had a severe case of flu and vomiting etc. Beer was provided without me asking, and food likewise.
When I went back to raw veggies and began dumping the meats down the garbage disposal,(paranoid huh?); I began feeling better. Began dumping the beers in the backyard and drinking filtered water, got to feeling much better. Noticed the beers were twist-off tops which could be replaced just like new. Really felt paranoid then, but flu symptoms were going away.
Then I was assured several very important letters would be hand delivered. Normally they sat in a box screwed to the wall until taken during a visit. Spent over a week convinced these letters had been hand delivered; Then mopping the tile floor, I wet mop pushed some stuff behind the fridge to mop there also. Mop pulled something white into view. There I found the important letters, not hand delivered, hidden on the floor behind the fridge. They did not climb out of that box and crawl behind the fridge by themselves, and I always let them sit in that box until called for. Click! Paranoid, or noticing more.
Had often heard persons not present being bad-mouthed to me. Now I wondered if it was the "he-said/she-said game". Person "b" tells person 'A' bad stuff about person 'C', and then tell person 'C': " 'A' said this about you." Began to look for changes in attitudes of people I had done nothing to offend, and of course saw such.
Put a voice activated recorder on a shelf and 30hrs later found me described as "drunk all the time" and muttering "arseho" and worse about me when I was outside. Began to cell ph record pics of where I put things, and found them moved whilst I showered. Found the vox recorder erased after another shower.
Then stuff would vanish for days and turn up where I had already searched many times. I got ordered to not scream from pain twinges while I slept (as if that is voluntary)... ...ordered at night, and told the next day: "I asked you nicely." Never have I gotten upset over being 'asked nicely', but being ordered pisses me off. Finally asked for advice from the person I trust most, and got told to move the kid out.
I place keys, glasses, wallet, cellphone, in a drawer when sleeping or showering. Last straw was during a shower, my keys vanished from that drawer, leaving me unable to drive, or get into the laundry room, garage, etc. Searched, and searched, until, finally got my car slim-jimmed to get at a spare set of keys. Nice cops in this town.
Get shut down trying to discuss with bro. Reminds me of: When I was about 10; My dad called me to a window and asked: "Do you know this kid?" as a neighbor keyed dad's late model car down both sides. We got shoes and followed the kid home; Where his dad told mine: "My boy wouldn't do a thing like that!"
I expect it's just a father's love blinding him in this case too.
Anyway, other than gov't, few people visit this forum and I can blow off steam here, rather than burn a bridge to one of the few people I love on this planet. btw, mom warned me to watch out and trust only my brother. She was right IMHO........
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Post by coolplanet on May 14, 2014 1:00:26 GMT -5
"Anyway, other than gov't, few people visit this forum and I can blow off steam here, rather than burn a bridge to one of the few people I love on this planet."
I enjoy your stories Mud. May your Mom RIP.
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Post by samemudbug on May 15, 2014 17:07:29 GMT -5
"Anyway, other than gov't, few people visit this forum and I can blow off steam here, rather than burn a bridge to one of the few people I love on this planet." I enjoy your stories Mud. May your Mom RIP. I look at the jar of ashes and wonder if she is "spinning in her grave" at me letting the same kid abuse me that abused her. She was gonna leave him her house until the abuse became undeniable and unacceptable... She said he would take the remote and change the channel to what he wanted to watch with no consideration for her preferences. But I was asked to help. And tried to do so.... Until being ordered to not scream in my sleep; Funny, that I never knew I screamed in my sleep until ordered not to by a punk that never had anything to scream about. Good news is things no longer move around cause, living alone, mail stays where I put it, watch, keys etc. stay where I put them. Bro sez he tells his kids to have nothing to do with me. Punishment for not letting his psycho son abuse me?*important $80k letters no longer climb out of a box and hide behind the fridge. I used to think he was smart.
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Post by samemudbug on May 19, 2014 3:08:23 GMT -5
edit Family will do things to you that you would kill an unrelated stranger for
Like that punk nephew strutting around in shorts while I wore sweaters and jackets and still shivered for almost two weeks until I said: " No more! I no longer let you make me miserable to make yourself comfortable."
Need I reconsider?
Is family those genetically related or my true brothers who supported me through the hard times? When everyone else spit on us.....
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Post by samemudbug on Sept 6, 2014 10:29:35 GMT -5
UPdate Was calming down some. Nephew had, after all, helped set up all bills on auto-pay and all pensions were already on direct deposit. Maybe he did me some good afterall, and maybe I was just paranoid.
Fed my favorite cat a turkey burger left in the fridge for me by nephew. Thought I was treating the cat to meat I no longer eat.
An hour later found cat 'spot' lying dead in the yard with no scratches nor signs of trauma.
I went in and threw away everything that had been here when nephew was visiting.
Health continues to improve.
Gives me pause to consider hearing him on the phone complaining that "...uncle's got these pensions and I have nothing.." Dovetails with story of people taking in Social Security oldsters and burying them in the backyard while continuing to cash their SSA checks. (Sacramento, when I lived there and read local newspapers) Was he planning to get all the bills on auto pay and pensions on direct deposit, so he could live good while claiming "Uncle is out riding his bike on another trip."
Why did my brother (his dad) show up with important papers to sign when I felt like I was about to die and unable to read those legal papers?
ID: Investigation DIscovery channel is full of similiar tales of undeserving youths deciding to bury uncle in the backyard and collect his pensions.
Druther give my inheritance to pet shelters at this point. People have always robbed (or tried to) me, family is the worst.
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Post by samemudbug on Oct 28, 2014 5:34:19 GMT -5
Dream, of past reality, infests my sleep... Christmas leave 1969.... Trying to tell my brother what it was like to see my first dead nva. Backed up against a tree...Mouth open, rotting, holding an ak....
and older brother ridiculing me from his college draft dodging student context...
In his belief.... I could have done nothing, cause he had done nothing in his life thus far..or since.
Helps understand nam vets lying for each other to get their buds unearned service connections for ptsd.
Cause the real thing escapes them.
Like the vso told me: that you fought for your life before your service
means you get no service connection like those who never got worse than a bloody nose from a school fight.
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Post by samemudbug on Oct 28, 2014 5:44:49 GMT -5
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Post by samemudbug on Jan 8, 2016 22:52:57 GMT -5
huge dog, mastiff jumped fence into my yard. I had been taken down by a pack of dogs when 5yrs old and was scared. Huge mastiff dog stalked me. I shot my "governor" (6 shot .410 shotgun revolver) between it's front legs until it left my yard. Then called cops: "I just discharged a firearm in the city limits in my backyard. Please send officers to investigate and make a report."
Six cops showed up. One stood in the light and talked to me while three stood in the dark with hands on their guns. Ego boost, like they thought I was still the guy who could cram their guns up their backsides twenty years ago.
"Officer you are in charge here. I am the citizen who called and subject to your investigation, and your orders."
They let me go, uncharged.
"Animal at large."
Said dog avoids my yard now and cops treat me like the old fat crippled guy they see me to be.
Freedom.
I recommend getting old and broke down. It beats being in a grave.
""Ride hard, live fast, die young, leave a beautiful corpse""
Ain't no such thing as a ''beautiful corpse''. Even Marylin and Elvis are a decayed mess.....
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